
Mentoring Intimacy with Marika and Jason
Relating as a Path of Healing and Awakening
“I love that Jason and Marika are leading it!”
— Judith Blackstone, Realization Process Founder
Part Two of the Nondual Embodied Mentoring Program • Continues from Mentoring Presence
Nine Sessions • Tuesdays, 9:00 AM–12:00 Pacific
June 15, 22, 29, July 6, 13, 20, August 3, 10, 17
Online via Zoom
Depth. Intimacy. Living Truth
The shared commitment that guides the mentors and this course
Marika Baxter
Fairfield, Connecticut
marika@mb1wellness.com
Marika brings a highly attuned sensitivity to the body and to subtle layers of emotion, energy, and consciousness, along with a grounded joy in expressing what is alive and true. Her warmth makes it easier to be deeply human—messy, tender, and still arriving—and to feel at home.
Jason von Halle
Ashland, Oregon
jason@wholeness-embodied.com
The Invitation
Mentoring Intimacy asks: What becomes possible when we deepen our capacity for true contact — with ourselves, with others, and with life itself?
Drawing on Judith Blackstone’s The Intimate Life: Awakening to the Spiritual Essence in Yourself and Others, we explore questions such as:
- How do I stay in contact with myself when relationship becomes difficult?
- How do I open to another without merging, distancing, performing, or disappearing?
- How does love touch the places in me that have been protected?
True contact asks us to be authentic and deeply in touch with ourselves. It asks us to inhabit the body, open to others without losing ourselves, and allow relationship to reveal where we are defended, longing, afraid, or ready to become more real.
Rather than seeing these patterns as obstacles, we begin to recognize them as invitations — into deeper self-contact, greater authenticity, and a more intimate relationship with ourselves, others, and life.
At the heart of this course is something rare: the living inquiries of the participants inform the curriculum. Nine certified Realization Process teachers — in dialogue with their private mentors — each offer a 30–40 minute experiential exploration to the whole cohort. Shaped through private mentoring, each exploration emerges from a place where Judith’s words have become real in that person’s body, relationships, and life.
Following each exploration, their mentor guides a whole-cohort inquiry into what was touched, challenged, clarified, or revealed. Each session concludes with Integration Groups — ongoing groups of three that remain together throughout the program, creating a steady relational space in which personal inquiries can deepen and evolve.
The text illuminates the territory. The practices make it experiential. The explorations make it personal.
Here, vulnerability is welcomed. Uncertainty is encouraged. Reality itself becomes the teacher.
The mentors support each participant in experiencing true contact as a lived reality:
- mutual transparency without merging,
- subtle resonance through the core of the body,
- spiritual oneness as the unity and continuity of two individual people, and
- the spontaneous “touching back” that can arise when two conscious beings meet.
This is not about fixing relationship from the outside. It is a clearing away — a letting go of the holding patterns and beliefs that obscure our true nature, so that intimacy can become a path of awakening.
As Judith writes: “All of our constrictions are moments of our past that we have stopped in their tracks and held in that way, unconsciously. They are frozen moments of our past. But what is frozen can unfreeze, can become fluid. When we focus within these rigidities, we can free this moment and then inhabit those parts of our body that have been lost to us. Instead of living partially in the past, we can live more wholly in the present moment.”
This is the heart of Mentoring Intimacy:
Moments of Intimacy
Intimacy is…
- Experiencing life through the whole depth of our being.
- Feeling, knowing, and sensing from the innermost core of our being.
- Being touched by what we encounter.
- Allowing life to reach us.
Intimacy does not erase our experience of ourselves. It deepens it.
We become more aware of our own thoughts, feelings, physical sensations, longings, joys, griefs, and desires.
At the same time, we become more available to the life within other people, animals, nature, and the world around us.
How Intimacy Manifests
Life becomes more vivid, nuanced, detailed, impactful, moving, touching, and alive.
There is less filtering and more direct experience.
We are more affected by beauty, love, grief, tenderness, and wonder.
We perceive more subtlety in ourselves and in others.
We listen more deeply.
We see more clearly.
We feel more fully.
Life registers with greater depth and immediacy.
We allow it to impact us and move through us.
Each moment becomes more alive.
Our own being and the world around us become infinitely permeable — substantial and radiant at the same time.
Everything we perceive may seem to be made of empty space, or light.
In quiet moments, in nature, or in atmospheres of particular beauty, we may recognize the same single, subtle light in our own body, in other living beings, in the sky and earth, and even in material objects.
We feel whole in ourselves and, at the same time, open to and intimately continuous with everything around us.
We live in the center of ourselves. We feel, know, and sense from the innermost core of our being.
With each small letting go, intimacy becomes more loving, more aware, more alive.
The Journey
The inquiries below offer a glimpse into what Mentoring Intimacy is actually like. They emerged from the times that Marika and Jason were themselves participants in the course — bringing what was most real and alive in them to the whole cohort. As you read, you may sense the humanity of each inquiry, the uniqueness of each person, and the impact that one person’s living truth can have on an entire field of shared inquiry.
The Intimate Life lends itself naturally to three arcs — and it so happened that their inquiries each fell within a different arc. Together they trace a journey from contact to resonance to love — and into a more intimate relationship with life itself.
Sessions 1–3 | Relationship • Self-Contact • Schisms
The first arc explores the places where relationship becomes difficult: longing, difference, misunderstanding, conflict, and the fear of losing ourselves in another person.
Together we investigate how schisms in relationship can become invitations into deeper contact. As we learn to remain present with ourselves and others, new possibilities emerge for authenticity, intimacy, and love.
Sessions 4–6 | Subtle Core • Transmission • Perception
The second arc explores the subtle architecture of contact. Through the subtle core, mutual contact, direct transmission, and bare perception, we investigate what becomes possible when awareness, emotion, and physical sensation are no longer fragmented.
As defensive patterns soften, the body becomes more coherent, perception more immediate, and contact more continuous. We begin to sense the unchanging field of fundamental consciousness that underlies our experience.
Sessions 7–9 | Compassion • Sexuality • Love
The final arc explores what happens when realization permeates the heart and enters the fullness of human life. Compassion deepens. Sexuality becomes part of spiritual wholeness. Love becomes a living expression of our deepest nature.
Together we investigate how old wounds, vulnerability, longing, and self-protection can become gateways into greater intimacy, freedom, and connection.
These courses are for people willing to enter the questions that live in them — not alone, but in a field of practice, relationship, and shared inquiry. What matters most is not expertise, attainment, or certainty, but a shared willingness to enter experience deeply enough that something new can emerge.
Marika’s inquiry is rooted in resonance, restoration, and subtle attunement. She guides participants into the discovery that authentic contact can remain present even within constriction, uncertainty, and change.
Jason’s inquiry is rooted in compassion, disentanglement, and love. He guides participants into the discovery that genuine intimacy does not require self-abandonment, and that love can become a path toward becoming more fully ourselves.
What You Will Receive
Over the course of this summer journey, you will receive:
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- Three-hour cohort sessions — the first two hours guided by mentors whose own living inquiries shaped this course, the final hour devoted to Integration Groups.
- Nine participant-led explorations, each one real — a real doorway into a different facet of intimacy, relationship, and love
- A personal mentor who helps you discover what is most alive in you — and supports you in bringing it to the whole cohort and living truth in your life. Private sessions billed directly at $150 per session.
- An Integration Group — a small circle of three or four that remains with you across all nine sessions
- A living relationship with Judith Blackstone’s The Intimate Life, supported by guided meditations and inquiry-based practices
- A library of 100+ guided meditations available to download and revisit
- Recordings of each session — yours to keep
- A community of practitioners committed to depth, intimacy, and living truth
Fees
$1,025 includes the full program: nine cohort sessions, Integration Groups, recordings, and access to the practice library.
Private sessions with your personal mentor are an integral part of the journey, billed directly to your mentor at $150 per session. A minimum of three sessions is required — bringing the total investment to $1,475 or more.
This course may be repeated, with the permission of the mentors, for a discounted fee of $800 — plus a minimum of three private sessions at $150 per session.
Spontaneous Words From Within Our Circle
“Normally with this level of constriction, I would be gripping, but somehow I really feel that I still have the contact. I still have some contact. And there’s a lot of flowing.”
“It’s like tears, but it feels like love.”
“It’s like I’m right here in myself, and she’s right there in hers, and nothing has to change for us to exist. Even though I have constrictions and so does she.”
“It felt like coming home. Such a weird thing that it feels like coming home.”


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